I guess I have come to this point whereby I find it difficult to generate a blog post. Difficult. Meaningless. Simply too much of a effort for nothing. Posting on FB is so much easier.

Bye!

I just want to cuddle boyfriend to sleep and not think about anything else. But well, we both have to work tomorrow and we are no longer the teens we used to be. You can't spend days slacking at home doing nothing much other than assignments. I just did today but with a bad throat (nothing bad actually, just no voice). Being in the 20s is a hell lot of commitment changes, i'm not enjoying it. I can't believe it, half a year since I stepped into working life and still not used to it.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm not doing something I truly love. No, I love hanging out with my kids and watching them grow but sometimes I feel unmotivated. You know, when everything is fine and you feel unmotivated, it seems kind of bad. Is working suppose to be like this? Or will a career change make a difference?

I wish someone would tell me the right path to go, but deep down I know, it's my own decision

Chinese New Year is such a look-forward to holiday for many people and much more this year cos it's a freaking long holiday - 5 days for me is <3 But each time I look at other families and mine, I wish we had closer bonds with our cousins. Actually, there is nothing wrong with my families but perhaps the much unnecessary age gaps and all, I'm not close to most cousins. Thankfully, I have my kor and jie =D And everytime this year, I will start to look forward to myself starting a family and with a baby niece arriving before CNY, the maternal instinct is like sky-high now. Ask me when I'm getting married, I will say "at least 5 years later but I wish next year." 24 would be a beautiful age to get married wouldn't it but I'm too realistic. I need to plan everything and make sure everything goes as planned. I'm a true blue Singaporean afterall.

Alright! Before I even get to starting a family myself, I need to get myself more involved in the family. That is by being nicer to my mummy (HAHA!), perhaps bringing her out more often cos I think it is seriously boring to be stuck at home and I don't like it when I know she is alone at home on a Saturday night. But bringing mummy out on a Saturday night?? Err... We will see.

Another thing to do is to create more sparks between me and wee. wow! It's going to be freaking four years and ain't that long? Some part of us is falling into a routine and I kind of like yet dislike it. I love my boyfriend and sometimes I look at him and wonder how much longer will he love me. Because I can be so irritating and unreasonable sometimes. I MUST BE NICE!

Chinese New Year bring about alot of thoughts and emotions doesn't it. I shall work harder at work too! By that , I need to finish my January report now. Oh man! The 5 days of fun is ending....

Been looking to places for holiday this year. Tentatively, Bangkok and Kota Kinabalu and maybe Vietnam for a short trip next month. Hmm... going to be super broke but who cares! It's all about life experiences all around the world. Sadly, I'm still pretty much stuck in Asia (in fact SEA other than a trip to HK and USA). Gonna fatten up my pocket and get myself further away soon. Europe soon, please please please...

The thought of going overseas makes me absolutely happy! skip around

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In a blink of the eyes, 2010 is gone and it's already the 4th day of 2011. WOAH! December has been quite a month for me cos of all the changes in work schedule and responsibilities. Sometimes I feel like I have alot more of adapting to do as compared to my kids. Some of them seems to still have abit of adjusting problems, hope they get over it soon. I miss them so much and looking at my new class, I'm worried. How am I going to get them to grow up?!?!

Decided to give myself sometime to just relax and blog. So how about a post on Bali? Then you can decide for yourself whether it's a worthwhile trip or not.

The flight to Bali was kind of delayed and it was pretty late (4 plus) when we got out of the immigration. Gosh! It is the craziest I have seen, I dropped passports with massive crowd around and the scanning machine torn my bag. Thanks to my amazing eye sight, I caught our driver among the sea of people. If you are interested, here is our driver's Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100001163869755. His rates are pretty good and service is fab.

( more pictures here! )

Today I went to take MC but instead of staying at home, I went out shopping.

Chao Geng?

I just thought it is not appropriate for me to show up at work with red rashes on my limbs and scratching (now is touching and smoothing I would call) every other minute. Still very itchy now and IDY!!! The cream is not working and I had not taken the medication cos it says in the morning. By the time I took my medicine, it was almost 12pm. Not morning alr right? Talk about being obedient. HAHA! I hope I won't scratch myself like mad when I sleep later... The doctor at the private clinic still offer me itch medicine for night so that I won't unknowingly scratch myself but at polyclinic, the doctor seems to want to rush me off with just any medication. And the cream is not working!!!

Was suppose to pick up some Christmas gift but unsuccessful so I have to plead boyfriend to do it for me on Christmas Eve. Went shopping at Tott as well and bought souffle cups and silicon chocolate mould for Christmas. I can't wait to bake on Christmas before going for dinner at night =))

2 more days!!!

Am back from the getaway which I have been looking forward to since forever. I guess it's a little disappointing but a holiday is always good =) I can't wait for Lianhong to upload the photos he took because I was totally lazy to take out my camera that I think I only have about 200 photos for this 4D3N trip. Amazing little.
Mostly due to the large amount of temple cermonies that were going on =( guess we were plain unlucky. The highlights are definitely:

Seriously! Today is my first 1030 - 630 shift and it's killing me already, I can't imagine 11-7 next year. Gonna get depress for that! I hate the crowd at jurong east, I think I might consider trying to get on 188. It might not be so bad at 7pm right? I really don't know but I saw this coming from the very first day I join the company so why am i still complaining? 3 more days of terrible times before going to Bali! Freaking can't wait.

We are now millionaires! Rupiah-rich =D

Wee and I went back to Kyomomoyama @ The Central for dinner again last Saturday after braving the crowd at the new NEX mall (super insane for a heartland mall). Kyomomoyama gives us such a relaxing vibe, we can't help but enjoy the food more. But having to go to Hilltop Restaurant @ Jurong Hill the next day for dinner, the food at Kyomomoyama ain't that delicious anymore.

Here are some random food photos!

There is nothing to blame for the lack of updates but my laziness. December is going to be another crazy month though the sound of it seems relaxing. I don't know... But December reminds me of Christmas and holiday so it's suppose to be fun but being a grown up, life is not such a bed of rose anymore. But definitely going to make the most out of everything! Yes, that's what I have to do. Help to beautify my class for next year. Bake more often for my loved ones. Finish up the cards I planned to make. Prepare myself for an awesome holiday in 10 days time! WOO!!!

Because we hop on to the real awesome beach, here is an entry of our (wee and my) trip to Sentosa a couple of weeks ago: